{"id":80,"date":"2014-04-02T12:57:10","date_gmt":"2014-04-02T09:57:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bengusuozcan.com\/?p=80"},"modified":"2016-07-19T22:59:55","modified_gmt":"2016-07-19T19:59:55","slug":"cehennemin-dibinde-olmanin-faydalari","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bengusuozcan.com\/en\/random-stuff\/cehennemin-dibinde-olmanin-faydalari\/","title":{"rendered":"Cehennemin Dibinde Olman\u0131n Faydalar\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ge\u00e7en g\u00fcnlerde, karalama olmas\u0131n ama bir ba\u015fka \u00fcniversitede biraz vakit ge\u00e7irmem gerekti.Bu g\u00fczide \u00fcniversitemiz \u015fehrin birazc\u0131k ortas\u0131nda, hani b\u00f6yle her yere bir ad\u0131m dediklerinden.Ama gelin g\u00f6r\u00fcn ki ben o kadar imrenemedim bu duruma.Dersimden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ye\u015fillikler aras\u0131ndan kafam\u0131 \u00e7evirdi\u011fim her yerde tan\u0131d\u0131k g\u00fcler y\u00fczler g\u00f6rmek yerine trafi\u011fin, g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcn\u00fcn ortas\u0131nda kalmak ho\u015fuma gitmedi.C\u0131v\u0131l c\u0131v\u0131l olmayan yemekhane, hi\u00e7 al\u0131\u015fk\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ikili \u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck gruplar, \u015f\u00f6yle bir dinleneyim diye oturdu\u011fum yerde s\u00fcrekli se\u00e7im propogandas\u0131yla ba\u011f\u0131ran ara\u00e7lar&#8230;Ben de biricik okuluma boynumun bir borcu bildim bu yaz\u0131y\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201cAbi okulunuz iyi ho\u015f da \u015fehre \u00e7ok uzak ya\u201d diyenlere ben de\u201c\u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr karde\u015f, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr .\u201d diyebilirim san\u0131r\u0131m art\u0131k.<br \/>\n1-\u00d6ncelikle \u015furas\u0131 do\u011fru ki haftan\u0131n genelde d\u00f6rt-be\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc kamp\u00fcs\u00fcn i\u00e7inde ge\u00e7iyor.Ama ne hikmettir ki biz s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131dan patlayan sosyopatlara d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyoruz, birbirimizi daha \u00e7ok ke\u015ffedecek zaman buluyoruz.Kamp\u00fcste ne ara bu kadar \u00e7ok arkada\u015f edin<a href=\"http:\/\/myweb.sabanciuniv.edu\/suchas\/files\/2014\/03\/arkada\u015flarla.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-1284 alignleft\" src=\"http:\/\/myweb.sabanciuniv.edu\/suchas\/files\/2014\/03\/arkada\u015flarla-300x219.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"219\" \/><\/a>dim, nas\u0131l her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn daha da b\u00fcy\u00fcyen bir ailem varm\u0131\u015f gibi hissediyorum anlam\u0131yorum.Burada hi\u00e7bir zaman \u201cmerhaba merhaba\u201dda kalmayan bir arkada\u015fl\u0131k k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fc var.Payla\u015facak \u015feyler hi\u00e7bir zaman t\u00fckenmiyor sanki, insan neden bir buzda\u011f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f asl\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen taraf neler sakl\u0131yormu\u015f bu okulda \u00f6\u011frendim.G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015flerine, yeteneklerine, ki\u015filiklerine hayran kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir s\u00fcr\u00fc farkl\u0131 d\u00fcnya, en \u00e7ok da ayn\u0131 evi payla\u015f\u0131yormu\u015fsunuz hissi, samimiyet, rahatl\u0131k&#8230;Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6ylesine \u00e7imlerde tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir son s\u0131n\u0131f \u00f6\u011frencisiyle bir iki saat i\u00e7inde koyu bir muhabbete dalabiliyor, daha sonra g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek i\u00e7in s\u00f6zle\u015febiliyorsunuz.Burada herkes hayat\u0131n\u0131 birbiriyle payla\u015facak olan, ya\u015f fark\u0131 dinlemeyen k\u0131zl\u0131 erkekli kocaman bir aile asl\u0131nda.<br \/>\n2-\u0130kinci bir nokta ise ger\u00e7ekten \u201ckamp\u00fcs\u201d denen olgunun senden benden daha canl\u0131 bir varl\u0131k olmas\u0131.S\u00fcrekli bir olay, s\u00fcrekli bir yenilik&#8230;\u015eehrin g\u00f6be\u011finde yapabileceklerimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da her gece ayn\u0131 yerlerde yiyip i\u00e7ip muhabbet etmek d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda \u015fansl\u0131ysam belki g\u00f6rece yak\u0131n yerlerde bir iki kursa yaz\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131m.Ama kamp\u00fcste her \u015fey aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131za geliyor, afi\u015fler g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde de\u011fi\u015fip duruyor, h\u0131z\u0131na yeti\u015femiyorsunuz.M\u00fczik kursu, dans kursu, sinema geceleri, konserler, tiyatrolar, pizza geceleri, tart\u0131\u015fmalar, konferanslar&#8230; Yabana at\u0131lmamas\u0131 gereken bir nokta da t\u00fcm bu imkanlar\u0131n asl\u0131nda evinizin bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcym\u00fc\u015f gibi yedi yirmi d\u00f6rt elinizin alt\u0131nda olmas\u0131.Kendi aram\u0131zda amfilerde m\u00fczik yap\u0131p sohbet etmek, b\u00fcy\u00fck s\u0131n\u0131flarda sinema geceleri, do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc partileri, gecenin bir saati piyano odas\u0131na girip saatlerce m\u00fczik yapabilmek de yabana at\u0131lamayacak derecede keyifli bence.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_1291\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"http:\/\/myweb.sabanciuniv.edu\/suchas\/files\/2014\/03\/20131225_214006.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1291\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-1291\" src=\"http:\/\/myweb.sabanciuniv.edu\/suchas\/files\/2014\/03\/20131225_214006-300x224.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"224\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-1291\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">k\u00fct\u00fcphanede konser mi olur diyenlere<\/p><\/div>\n<p>3-Herhalde en \u00e7ok duac\u0131 oldu\u011fum \u015fey de trafik illetinden kurtulmak.Her g\u00fcn otob\u00fcse bin, metroda in, metrob\u00fcse aktarma yap, trafikte tak\u0131l, uyuyup dura\u011f\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131r&#8230;Hele de her g\u00fcn o sars\u0131nt\u0131n\u0131n,o g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcn\u00fcn yorgunlu\u011fu&#8230;Ben liseden beri yat\u0131l\u0131 okudu\u011fum i\u00e7in asl\u0131nda bunun tad\u0131n\u0131 erken ke\u015ffedenlerden biriyim.G\u00fcn i\u00e7inde dersler zaten yeterince yorucu geliyor, enerji korunumu denen de bir \u015fey var, \u0131v\u0131ra z\u0131v\u0131ra bo\u015fa zaman harcamamak laz\u0131m.Kamp\u00fcsteyse ister spora ister dans etmeye be\u015f dakikada gidebiliyor, yoruldu\u011funuzda odada k\u0131sa bir \u015fekerleme yap\u0131p g\u00fc\u00e7 depolayabiliyor; bazen seminerlerle, toplant\u0131larla dolu bol bol d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz bir g\u00fcn\u00fc gece ge\u00e7 saatlere kadar arkada\u015flarla bilardo oynayarak dengeleyebiliyorsunuz.Yani bizim kamp\u00fcs\u00fcm\u00fcz bence zaman\u0131 verimli kullanman\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u00fck kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 olabilir.Sabah m\u0131?Sabah ise bol bol uyumak ad\u0131na dersten on be\u015f dakika \u00f6nce kalksan\u0131z bile zaman\u0131nda s\u0131n\u0131fa varm\u0131\u015f oluyorsunuz.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/myweb.sabanciuniv.edu\/suchas\/files\/2014\/03\/IMG_5685.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-1287 alignleft\" src=\"http:\/\/myweb.sabanciuniv.edu\/suchas\/files\/2014\/03\/IMG_5685-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n4-\u015eimdi bir de \u015fu \u201c\u015fehre inmek\u201d olay\u0131n\u0131 masaya yat\u0131ral\u0131m.Asl\u0131na bakarsan\u0131z bu durum bana biraz \u015fu Amerikan gen\u00e7lik filmlerini \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yor, hani bu g\u00fczel kolejler hep \u015fehir d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131r da gen\u00e7ler haftai\u00e7i kamp\u00fcste kendi aralar\u0131nda tak\u0131l\u0131p haftasonu evlerine d\u00f6ner veya \u015fehre inerler.Asl\u0131na bakarsan\u0131z \u00f6yle \u015fansl\u0131y\u0131z ki bence, hani \u201c\u0130stanbul ya\u015fanmaz \u015fehir\u201d diye yak\u0131nanlar vard\u0131r; \u00f6te taraftan da \u0130stanbul\u2019un gezilecek, g\u00f6r\u00fclecek ne kadar g\u00fczel yerlerinin oldu\u011funu anlat\u0131p duranlar.\u0130\u015fte biz \u015fansl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde tam araftay\u0131z.D\u0131\u015far\u0131da gezip e\u011flenmek istedi\u011fimiz zaman indisi bindisi olmayan temiz bir yolculukla kendimizi \u015fehrin kalbine at\u0131yor ama \u00f6te taraftan bu can\u0131m \u015fehri ya\u015fan\u0131lmaz yapan t\u00fcm o illetlerden \u00e7oook uzakta ya\u015f\u0131yoruz.\u015eahsen kamp\u00fcs hayat\u0131 art\u0131k bana o kadar \u00e7ekici, o kadar cazip geilyor ki pek \u00e7ok \u00fcst d\u00f6nemden daha \u00f6nce duyup yad\u0131rgad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fey ba\u015f\u0131ma geldi, art\u0131k \u015fehre inmek bile istemiyorum.Ba\u015fka \u00fcniversitelerdeki arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6rmek, bir \u00f6\u011fleden sonra \u00f6ylesine Kad\u0131k\u00f6y havas\u0131 al\u0131p an\u0131lar\u0131 yad etmek, g\u00fczel foto\u011fraflar \u00e7ekip bir vapur keyfi yapmak&#8230;Bunlar\u0131n hepsi benim i\u00e7in g\u00fcnl\u00fck rutin olmaktan kurtulmu\u015f, halen kutsall\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 koruyan, arada bir a\u015ferince kendimi do\u011fruca kollar\u0131na att\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyler.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/myweb.sabanciuniv.edu\/suchas\/files\/2014\/03\/IMG_1559.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-1288 aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/myweb.sabanciuniv.edu\/suchas\/files\/2014\/03\/IMG_1559-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n5-\u015eimdi de size en huzurlu buldu\u011fum anlar\u0131mdan birini payla\u015faca\u011f\u0131m.Shuttle\u2019a binip de Taksim\u2019den, Kad\u0131k\u00f6y\u2019den kamp\u00fcse do\u011fru yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m an&#8230;Kendimi sanki ke\u015fmeke\u015ften, g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcden ka\u00e7\u0131p kendi kabu\u011funa s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan bir kaplumba\u011fa gibi hissediyorum, dinginle\u015fiyorum, her \u015feyi geride b\u0131rak\u0131yorum.Fazlas\u0131yla olayl\u0131 bir d\u00f6nemde ya\u015f\u0131yoruz ve inan\u0131n ben de s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ya takip ediyorum ama bazen \u00f6yle bunal\u0131yorum ki t\u00fcm bu karamsarl\u0131ktan, izolasyonun kollar\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131yorum kendimi.G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7evirdi\u011fim her yerde \u00e7evik kuvvet g\u00f6rmek, anket\u00e7i gazeteci \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n pe\u015fime yap\u0131\u015fmas\u0131, kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde s\u00fcr\u00fcklenerek ilerlemek&#8230;Hepsi hayat\u0131n ger\u00e7ekleri olsa da s\u0131yr\u0131labilece\u011finiz, g\u00f6zlerinizi bir s\u00fcreli\u011fine kapat\u0131p kendinizi dinlendirebilece\u011finiz, huzuru bulabilece\u011finiz bir yeri inan\u0131n ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc mumla arard\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Beng\u00fcsu<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_1290\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/myweb.sabanciuniv.edu\/suchas\/files\/2014\/03\/dznlnms.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1290\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-1290\" src=\"http:\/\/myweb.sabanciuniv.edu\/suchas\/files\/2014\/03\/dznlnms-300x224.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"224\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-1290\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">ate\u015fkes an\u0131mdan g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler<\/p><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_1286\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/myweb.sabanciuniv.edu\/suchas\/files\/2014\/03\/IMG_5661.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1286\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-1286\" src=\"http:\/\/myweb.sabanciuniv.edu\/suchas\/files\/2014\/03\/IMG_5661-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-1286\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">selfie ile bitirelim<\/p><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Ge\u00e7en g\u00fcnlerde, karalama olmas\u0131n ama bir ba\u015fka \u00fcniversitede biraz vakit ge\u00e7irmem gerekti.Bu g\u00fczide \u00fcniversitemiz \u015fehrin birazc\u0131k ortas\u0131nda, hani b\u00f6yle her yere bir ad\u0131m dediklerinden.Ama gelin g\u00f6r\u00fcn ki ben o kadar imrenemedim bu duruma.Dersimden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ye\u015fillikler aras\u0131ndan kafam\u0131 \u00e7evirdi\u011fim her yerde tan\u0131d\u0131k g\u00fcler y\u00fczler g\u00f6rmek yerine trafi\u011fin, g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcn\u00fcn ortas\u0131nda kalmak ho\u015fuma gitmedi.C\u0131v\u0131l c\u0131v\u0131l olmayan yemekhane, hi\u00e7 al\u0131\u015fk\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ikili \u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck gruplar, \u015f\u00f6yle bir dinleneyim diye oturdu\u011fum yerde s\u00fcrekli se\u00e7im propogandas\u0131yla ba\u011f\u0131ran ara\u00e7lar&#8230;Ben de biricik okuluma boynumun bir borcu bildim bu yaz\u0131y\u0131. \u201cAbi okulunuz iyi ho\u015f da \u015fehre \u00e7ok uzak ya\u201d diyenlere ben de\u201c\u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr karde\u015f, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr .\u201d diyebilirim san\u0131r\u0131m art\u0131k. 1-\u00d6ncelikle \u015furas\u0131 do\u011fru ki haftan\u0131n genelde d\u00f6rt-be\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc kamp\u00fcs\u00fcn i\u00e7inde ge\u00e7iyor.Ama ne hikmettir ki biz s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131dan patlayan sosyopatlara d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyoruz, birbirimizi daha \u00e7ok ke\u015ffedecek zaman buluyoruz.Kamp\u00fcste ne ara bu kadar \u00e7ok arkada\u015f edindim, nas\u0131l her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn daha da b\u00fcy\u00fcyen bir ailem varm\u0131\u015f gibi hissediyorum anlam\u0131yorum.Burada hi\u00e7bir zaman \u201cmerhaba merhaba\u201dda kalmayan bir arkada\u015fl\u0131k k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fc var.Payla\u015facak \u015feyler hi\u00e7bir zaman t\u00fckenmiyor sanki, insan neden bir buzda\u011f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f asl\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen taraf neler sakl\u0131yormu\u015f bu okulda \u00f6\u011frendim.G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015flerine, yeteneklerine, ki\u015filiklerine hayran kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir s\u00fcr\u00fc farkl\u0131 d\u00fcnya, en \u00e7ok da ayn\u0131 evi payla\u015f\u0131yormu\u015fsunuz hissi, samimiyet, rahatl\u0131k&#8230;Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6ylesine \u00e7imlerde tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir son s\u0131n\u0131f \u00f6\u011frencisiyle bir iki [&hellip;]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":187,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_stc_notifier_status":"sent","_stc_notifier_sent_time":"2023-05-09 00:46:00","_stc_notifier_request":false,"_stc_notifier_prevent":false,"_stc_subscriber_keywords":"","_stc_subscriber_search_areas":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-80","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-random-stuff"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bengusuozcan.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/80"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bengusuozcan.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bengusuozcan.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bengusuozcan.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bengusuozcan.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=80"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bengusuozcan.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/80\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":82,"href":"https:\/\/www.bengusuozcan.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/80\/revisions\/82"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bengusuozcan.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/187"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bengusuozcan.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=80"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bengusuozcan.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=80"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bengusuozcan.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=80"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}